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Have you ever made up a lie so great that destroys a relationship? Not a easily to break romantic relationship but a family one, based on trust and respect of many years?
I buried myself in one, I didn’t tell my parents that I was failing college because I was afraid they would be disappointed, so I carried on telling them everything was going great when the truth was far from it. Three years passed wraped up in this lie and I couldn’t do it anymore, it hurt so bad looking them in the eye and continue to lie about it, but I am weak, too weak and continued to lie about everything that was going on. And now after weeks and weeks of crying myself to sleep I finally told my mother and I was right, she was disappointed, but not about the fact that I was failing college but for the fact that I was lying about it and I knew, I knew it would come to this and I’m so, so sorry I did it, but now I can’t do anything to fix it anymore. My mother surprinsingly didn’t yell or shout, she was just sad and seeing that sadness in her face hurt more than I ever could have imagined, but she still stood by me telling me I could still fix it, change course to something I really liked. Nothing I thought would happen happened, she didn’t threaten me to get me out of college, she just stood there, sad look in her face, but still giving me hope of a better future, she’s a much better mother than I ever give her credit for and I’m truly sorry to not have acknowleged it sooner.
Now I will make probably one of my last travels to my college town, to spend the weekend with my boyfriend, another heartache to come, I haven’t been with him for more than 2 weeks now and what I thought would be a romantic reunion will have to be a sit down and talk heartache reunion. I don’t want to break up with him, he’s been the best thing that ever happened to me in these last three years, but I don’t know if our relationship will survive this. I know I love him truly and completely, but I’m not sure if distance and heartache will make his love for me survive throught time, one thing is certain I will always love him, no matter what happens he will always have a place in my heart.
Monday will come and so will the revelation about my college failure to my father, that’s one conversation I cannot imagine, it will be ugly, it will be sad, not for my failure but from hiding it for three years. I don’t know what will happen after that, will I have another shot at college? Will I get forgiveness? I don’t deserve it, whatever he decides I will be fine with it. I just wish I could take away the heartache that I will surely cause.
So, that’s it, I don’t know if anyone will read this, but if you do, I hope you take a lesson from this. It doesn’t matter how much you’re afraid, tell the truth right away. It will only cause more heartache if you don’t. And some heartaches can’t be fixed, I can only hope I can still fix this one.
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Can I just flail for a moment here over Lana’s mad acting skills? I mean, this gif lasts, what, three or four seconds? And in the span of those three to four seconds, we see Regina’s expression go from surprised (He just rejected me?) to enraged (He just rejected me. Me!) to menacingly delighted (He just rejected me — because his love for her is true. Oh, the fun that I can have with them both now…) — and it’s all so effortless, so natural. This woman is just living perfection. Give her all the fucking Emmys, damn it!
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